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Monday, December 18, 2006
And before I let it go,
I'd just like you to know:
you were everything to me,
you were everything to me.
You were my world,
the sky above and the things I'd dream of,
the ground below and the feelings I wanted to know,
the air I breathe, the defining sieve
that picked me apart from the rest of the world
and gave me a reason to believe.
You were everything to me,
you were everything to me.
You were the one I'd talk to,
the one I wanted to hold,
the one with whom I wanted to grow old.
You tamed my passionate ambitions,
calmed my firey rage,
healed my broken conditions,
and set me free from this golden cage.
You were everything to me,
you were everything to me...
And maybe someday you'll wake up and see
you still are everything to me.
kelcy kent 12/18
Posted at 07:19 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
I gave and gave the best of me,
but I couldn't give you what you need.
You took and took until I had nothing,
and now that you're gone
I'm utterly destroyed and alone.
How could I have been so stupid
as to not see who you really were?
How could I have been so dumb,
to not realize I would never be enough?
I thought you were love...
I thought you were light,
I thought about you day and night,
and now my thoughts explode in my head,
tearing my heart to shreds,
and leaving the rubble of my impenetrable fortress
in pieces all over the ground...
I'm screaming inside
but as always, you never hear a sound.
Kelcy Kent
12/13/06
Posted at 08:38 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
Everything & Nothing poem
Sitting here thinking
of everything and nothing
just sitting here wondering
where my world could be going.
You're sitting right by me
though I know you're not here,
you're somewhere far away
lost in some other distant memory.
I wonder when you'll come back
and be the person I used to know,
I wonder when you'll open your mouth
with actual words coming out.
The way we used to talk,
the way you used care,
and now all I see is emptiness
and shattered smiles
that mean everything and nothing....
Kelcy Kent
12/9/06
Posted at 10:39 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Step to the right,
twirl to the left,
we're always one foot off--
one step behind.
Trying to keep up with this melody,
trying to stay in tune with you baby,
but I feel the tempo losing touch,
I feel the wobbling of our crutch.
Swing to the left,
slide to the right,
ouch--you're holding on a little too tight.
Afraid I'll fly away,
afraid I'll spin from your arms,
but baby you won't lose me--
Let's try again--third time's a charm.
Here we go again.
Step to the right,
twirl to the left--
oops, I think we missed a step.
I'm trying to keep up with this melody,
trying to stay in tune with you baby,
but our dance is falling apart...
And this time there's no new song to start.
Kelcy Kent
12/9/06
Posted at 08:46 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Hah, when I think back I could laugh.
To think it was ever more than it was.
What a fool I must have been
to think I could win
and find something else in you no one else could find.
Hah, when I think back I could laugh,
to think I ever meant anything more than
those empty words you used to fill yourself up with.
I can't believe I hoped for a difference,
thought I might be enough
to carve your heart from the unbreakeable stone.
Hah, when I think back I could laugh...
You told me I would never find someone like you,
and I really really hope that's true.
By Kelcy Kent
12/9/06
Posted at 08:21 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!
1. Height
5'6"
2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
heck no!
3. Do you own a gun?
nopeeee
5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
uhhhhh.....haven't yet.
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
yummmmy
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Silver Bells, Sleigh Ride, Winter Wonderland, I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas, Jingle Bells, Hark of the Bells, All I Want For Christmas Is You¢¾ , I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus,---tons and Tons and TOns and TONs and TONS!
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
orange juice or water
9. Can you do push ups?
duh
10. Is your bathroom clean?
mhm
11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
my dolphin ring :]
12. Do you like painkillers?
no...
14. Do you have A.D.D.?
nope
16. Middle Name?
c....
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment...
1.LALALALALALALA
2.snowsnowsnow WHERES THE SNOW>?!
3. lalalalla daaaaDEEDUMDAAAA da alalalalala
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought:
1. musica
2. luncha!
3. moviesa!
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
1. orange juice
2.water
3. juice
22. Current worry?
homewwwwworrrrrk
23. Current hate?
HOMEWORK!
24. Favorite place to be?
OK, FL, NC, GERMANY!!! <333333333 or just anywhere with my friends! :D
25. Least favorite place to be?
Lowes...or HOme Depot. yucky boringness
26. Where would you like to go?
OK!!!!!!!!
27. Do you own slippers?
yeah! big red clown ones! xD
28. What shirt are you wearing?
bluuuueeee white water rafting shirt!<3
29. Do you burn or tan?
burn, then tan ^^
30. Favorite color(s)?
blue, red, white, black, yellow
31. Would you be a pirate?
yessssssssSSSSS!
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
christmas songs and anything that pops into my head....so basically everything!
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
yessssssssSSSSS!!!!!!!! especially the land sharks!!!! O_O
35. What's in your pockets right now?
ummmm nuthin'
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
emily!!! xD
37. Best bed sheets as a child?
the big fluffy comforter!!!!!
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
um...almost snapped my ankle in two....
40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3
41. Who is your loudest friend?
OMMMMGGGGGGGGG so many of them are so loud!
42. Who is your most silent friend?
uhhhhhh......do i have any silent ones?
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
yuuuupppppppppp
44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
yessSSSSSSS
45. What is your favorite book?
ummmmm....oh gosh, what to chose? maybe fahrenheit 451? iiidddddkkkkkkkkk
46. What is your favorite candy?
gerrrrrmaaaaaaaannnnnnn!
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
wedding? what wedding? there's gonna be a wedding?
48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
ummmmmmmmm........................not sure yetttt
49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
sleeeeeping...maybe
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up today?
"ah,....finally i am actually SUPPOSED to get up..."
Posted at 03:05 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Monday, December 04, 2006
Drown it all out,
cause I don't have a doubt
my voice will scream and shout
all this rage pouring out.
Oh just shut your mouth,
it's getting too loud.
I don't have time to drown
in all the lies you're raining down.
I thought I saw something that wasn't there,
I thought I saw a person who could have the strength to care,
I thought I found a hand to fit mine,
all I found was lost and wasted time.
By Kelcy Kent
12/3/06
Posted at 02:50 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
IT'S DECEMBER!!!!! CHIRSTMAS MONTH!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!! :D :D :D <333333
Posted at 02:03 pm by Twinkle_Star
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
Can you take her porcelain lips,
turn her frown into that glowing smile?
Can you dab her leaking eyes,
too shattered to dam up the pain behind?
Can you cradle her in the palm of your hand,
keep her from slipping through this world like the sand
that gets whisked away in the breeze?
She can make it, she is strong--
she can carry the weight of the world on her own
but her her shredded heart can't be sewn
and though her skin has never broken
the scars and bruises are a sure token
that nothing lasts forever...
When her facade begins to crumble,
and she's too weak to stand,
could you have the strength to hold her together,
and cradle her in the palm of your hand?
Kelcy Kent 11/21/06
Posted at 02:45 pm by Twinkle_Star
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"Without A Clue" poem by KK
Do you think he can see my heart pounding in my chest?
Do you think he can feel the feelings that in me rest?
Do you think he can sense the sorrow in my soul?
Do you think he can pick out my unease between the lull?
How can you manage to tear down my facade,
as if my walls were nothing at all,
how can you act like you're so sure
when nothing in this world is for real?
I've broken chains for a reason,
with a dream to one day fly away,
but you make it hard when your ever-searching eyes and gentle touch
beg me to stay.
What will I do now?
Now that nothing is as it was,
now that nothing will ever be the same?
What am I to do? I tried to keep myself free from you,
but it seems I'm the one without a clue.
By (C) Kelcy Kent
11/24/06
Posted at 02:41 pm by Twinkle_Star
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--"Should I smile because we're friends, or cry because that's all we'll ever be...?"--
--"Those who say sunshine brings happiness have obviously never danced in the rain."--
--"Our hearts have no eyes...Therefore they can't see, but only feel..."-- by (C) Kelcy Kent-- --"If nothing ever changed, then there would be no butterflies..." --"If they give you ruled paper, write the other way." --
--"I'd rather get to pick my future, than to change my past..."-- (C) Katyi '05
--"...and if the sky is falling, don't look out the window..."-- --"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same."--
--"If nothing is as it seems, then what truly is it?" (c) kelcy kent
--"A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step..."--
--"Laugh about your problems--everyone else does."
--"Time is but an illusion to measure the change happening all around us." --Kelcy Kent
--"Smile like you mean it."-- *kelp
--"If you think no one cares, try missing a few bill payments."--
--"If I throw a stick, will you go away?"--
--"Can you hear it? Hear the winds whisper... Will you listen? Will you answer?"-- (c) Kelcy Kent
"It's like I can hardly see the sky some days..." ((above pic (C) to someone else...full credit to who ever did it. Still trying to find names to give credit to.))
Lucid Dreams
Aura of silence, thorns of pain Alone I knelt before the holy saint Alone I held to my heavy chain Alone it shattered at where it lain
Aura of silence, winds of time Alone I faced the world unkind Alone I wept as time flew by Alone I was and it's time to die
Aura of silence, death from the ground Alone I saw my memories goes round Alone I heard my heart's final pound Alone to hell my soul finally went down Aura of silence, a reason not found Aura of silence, for my death so profound Aura of silence, still there is no sound Aura of silence, so my end is now
(above) poem by (C) to someone unknown to me. full credit to them.
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ANNA NALICK LYRICS
"Breathe (2 AM)"
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
In May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day", he sat down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe.
 Well, here to pour my heart out to who ever reads through my bloggy! Welcome to "xOxO_kelp" (Lady Moon's Palace! Lady Moon is a nickname Lady Scarlet gave me. *such an honor*) But now I'll be using my signing out signature trademark: xoxo kelp! Well, hope you enjoy!
What is your zodiac sign?: the Ram is my Chinese zodiac
What is your astrological sign?: Born a true Gemini!!! split emotions and all the fun! ;P
What is your favorite perfume?: impulse--vanilla kisses *YEA* and lavender
What's your favorite movie?: have a few right now...like Pride and Prejudice, King Kong (2005 ver), Finding Neverland, and a few others....****
What are you scared of?: spiders!!! and sometimes darkness. My imagination runs wild ALL the time!!! ^^;;; And losing everything I ever had--you can say that after letting go so much, I hold on to what I have a little too tight...I'm afraid of pain, betrayal, and regret. And of being forgotten. I wonder too much of my place in the whole universe, and feel very tiny somtimes. ^^;
What element are you?: earth. in my comic I'm earth too. ^.-
Do you run away from problems?: no...unless it's trying to eat me!! lol
What is your favorite bug?: catepillars and butterflies, because they represent the life before, and the life after.
What is your favorite bird?: A falcon! Sign of power and keenness/cunning. Also very pretty birds with a screech heard for miles! And scissor-tails...they're so beautiful.
What is your favorite: big cats or wild dogs, and which one(s)?: Big Cats definately!! And I'd have to say...the lynx, tiger, jaguar/leopard, and a panther. They represent prowess, strength, smarts, cunning, and mystery...he he
Have you ever had an aura reading?: Yep
What color is your aura and what does it signify?: It said I have high amounts of energy. I'm green all around, I have blue just below the chest in the stomach area, and a white patch just over the heart which means I'm always cheerful, pure, or I have a vulnerable heart. Then there is a big bulge of blue pounding into my right shoulder ((the guy said it meant that my "guardian angel" is ramming into me and trying to talk or make some sort of contact with me...okay...*shrugs* he actually said I should just sit down somewhere quiet and just start asking mental questions...that the first thing that came as an answer was my angel...I HAVE tried, but I don't think I cleared my mind enough because the answers were strange and somehow related to ppl I knew in real life. So I have to clear my mind before I try again....*sorry guardian angel! u little protectorate is too busy right now!! ^^;;*)), and a bit of faded blue by my left shin...The guy told me what it meant but I forgot. ^^;;
What is your favorite jewelry peice?: I like rings and ear cuffs a lot, and with some sort of ancient incantation, a stone that signifies something within me, or a cool symbol always works too! n_n
What should a guy do on the first date to get you out on a second?: Make me laugh! And we have to have fun. if he's boring-geek then I don't think he'd ever even get a first date! XP And not to go too far, of course. Then he'd probably end up going home with a bloody lip or bruise. I'm not good at restraining reflexes.
Are you artistic, or mathmatic/logical?: I'm definately artistic. Singing, dancing, writing, art...I do it all! ^^
Do you take school seriously or toss it aside?: Well, on stupid teachers and assignments I do it, though I don't care much about creativity...but when it comes to school in general I take it seriously. Hey, it defines what I'll be able to be when I grow up! And how will I be rich if all I can do it ask, "Would you like fries with that?"?!?!?! *I don't think so! Not this youngin'!*~~
Ps. I'm gonna put up a column with little links, held here for now. Check out my greek buddy's blog too! XD
And of course Chii's new re-incarnated bloggy...lol.
link:
and this cool site!
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